Morning sunshines!

I am in a really GOOD mood today. I woke up expecting my mom to be the biggest bitch ever cause of something that happened last night, but she was surprisingly hella koo..& she even vented out to me n everything. I just finished cleaning my room, AND I MEAN HELLA CLEANED MY ROOM. Windex, pledge, the whole enchilada. New bedsheets too. Hahahha..my grandma is coming tomorrow n she's gonna be stayin in my room while I find another place in the house to sleep in. Not fair, but there's nothing I can do so w/e. I'm tired now & I feel like doing nothing but staying home, watching old dvds, and just chillin. 

Never thought i'd say this, but I'm kinda starting to like not having a phone. Weirrrdddd huhh

This friday..dont feel like a Friday.

I'm at hoome wooop woop. I should be cleaning my room but I willl at 4:00! (: Gonna go to my bff's house later and go to elcos talent show, which is hella expensive, wtf $8 for a talent show..better be worth a fucking standing ovation. Hahhahahahahah

As I stare around my room, I realize how much I underestimated how messy it really is. SO I should start NOW. 

I love this picture

I think its a Sean Combs ad. Cassie in the back n Lauren London..soo beautiful.

The only emo blog I will ever write.

I feel so neglected. Maybe I'm just being butthurt or super sensitive..but I feel like theres nobody to talk to anymore. Nobody to understand. The one person that I can depend on is like...not here. How sad is thatt. I can't even depend on myself...how sadder is that. Sorry if it sounds like im rotting in self depression (haha) i've just been SUPER sad//frustrated with everything.


Ok, this will pass. Good night.

Pip pip (said with a british accent for added effect)

I went home early from school today. I only went to first period. I only left because I thought my dad and auntie were gonna go to lunch at this buffet and I wanted to go (lol) but they didnt even end up goin so for the past 5 hours or so, I've just been in bed. No school tomorrow too! Im having a weekend in the middle of the week!

My dad made me some good ass lumpia..drooooollll I want more!







CSI NY MARATHON LETS GO

What it doooo baby boo boo

Straight up exhausted. Runnin on about four hours of sleep. Last night was reallly, really fun.


Saturday was real good. Went to dinner at Kamameshi for Kat's bday dinner. It was hella funny. I haven't laughed that much in a long time. After that, I headed with Drea to her housey w/ Farrah. Stayed up until 6ish! wowowoow. Got hella bored at around 4am so we decided to sneak out and go to 711...in the damn rain! Good shit!! Today was very, very good too. Left Dreas at around 11, chilled at home, then got ready to go to my nephew's baptism. I hella expected the ceremony to take hella long but it really only took 20 minutes. Me and my cousins just hella stared at each other and was like "thats all?" in unison. Hahhahaha. Then we all headed over to Hokkaido. MY FAV BUFFET now. Tops Moonstar...in my opinion. They had crackin coconut shrimp and a crackin selection of sushi(: Left that place feeling like I was gonna explode.


So now i'm here, really really tired. But wait...I still got some homework to do. Not a lot though..just a little bit of modern world. Ehhk..oh & btw my phone got suspended..again! But unlike last time, I'm not too bummed about it. I was at first but now i'm over it..w/e.

i rockk the neww newww shitt

Im watching ATL so if your thinkin "wtf" to my title..theres your answer, hahahaah!! TI & Lauren London look so cute together. Ha..



Tomorrow (or later on today?) should be a crackkkaalackkin day. Kamameshi and sleepover @ Dreas!! (: Sunday is my lil nephews baptism. I bought a dress yesterday and its soo cuteee! I also bought a white beanie (finally) but ya know what...it hardly fits me fcknnn head. LOL.

Okkkkkkkk adios!

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Tomorrow is Friday already! Wth, this week really went by hella fast. Today was boring..nothing special..as always. I'm really excited for the weekend!!!!! Saturday is kick it with Drea & Farrah daaayy!! Sunday is my little nephew's baptism..yesss. I love family parties. The receptions are always at buffets. Hokkkaidooooooooo, I havent been there yet but I heard the sushi is pretty crackin. 

I'm hella hungry. All I've eaten today is a turkey & cheese sandwich (which was hella small), half of a hot fudge sundae, and hot cheeto fries. That is a diet of.......a junk food junkie. 

Ehh ehh ehhhhhhhhh

The weather hass been whaaackk. Nothin special happened at school..boring, boring, boring. Lately, my life has been sooo uneventful that I have nothing to blog about. Anyyyhoooots, CSI NY marathons on Spike right after school is the best thing that has happened in my life in the past few days. (: ..even though I've watched mostly all the episodes already.




I've been getting so easily irritated nowadays. I hate the feeling..it needs to go away! I hate the feeling or irritation/frustration/or just straight up anger or bitchyness. I'd rather be happy but when theres people who irritate you, you can't do anything but bitch and complain. Ok, enough about this.

WHY CHRIS BROWN, WHY!!!!! Sorry...I've just been a little bummed over their dilemma.

Happy Presidents Day

Hahahah..yay for Presidents day? Im in bed, snuggled up in a thick blanket, watching Run's House. Life is good. 

Our 4 day weekend is coming to an end. It has been truly enjoyed. :( 

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Happy Valentines everybody. :) No valentine but its koo, ima have fun anyways. Today has been goood so far. Went to ihop early with my fam, went to tanfo, and now I'm at home. Gonna go out later for dinner yay hahaha 

Okay bye!! Have a good vday!

No school is greaaattt

I love not having school while other school districts have school. (: I woke up at like 8. I'm currently on the phone with Marivic (who I haven't talked to in hella long!!) and we're just catchin up on stuff. Don't know what to do today..might try to take my mom to take me out shopping. I was supposed to go to the parrrtay but shit came up and I'm not gonna go anymore. Tomorrow...is Valentines day. Ooot oooot...might just go out to eat with some people fasho fashoooo.

Quad game @ SC was yesterday. It was fun...and hella hot and grimey. Hahahhahaha. Left the game early and I had a bad ass headache..as always! I'm so tired of headaches. Saw a lot of people I haven't seen in a while. yawwwp.

Fuck the cold weather

I have a really bad cold. Not sure if I'm gonna go to school tomorrow but I think I have to cause I have a big italian project that I must finish tomorrow. My nose is soo stuffy, my throat hurts, and I have this really weird feeling in my stomach. its like REALLY queeezyy. Hahaha. 

Just woke up from a 3 hour nap. Feeels good and now I'm waiting for my parents to get me food. 

I feel hella bipolar. UGHHH WTF bye 

regrets?

So I found this survey and it made me think haha..

Regrets with your parents: none! because at this point in my life, we are closer than EVER. i think all of the bullshit i put them through before, made us this much closer. everythin happened for a reason and im loving the outcome.

Regrets with your friends: none, really. for the people that i lost in my life, they're gone for a reason and im pretty damn satified with the people that i already have in my life. even though i dont have a bajillion friends.. its okay. its sad how sometimes, when i look at my phone i cant find a single person to confide in.. but ya know what.. i really wouldn't have it any other way because everything falls into place sooner or later and im so glad for the girls that i have in my life.

Regrets with your ex: honestly, none. i already tried patching that shit up. didnt work. im over it for GOOD. and i swear to god im over it.

Regrets with your current bf/gf: none because me no have bf :)

Regrets with school: i just wish i had realized how important my education is. but who doesnt wish that once theyve fucked up already? i'm finally getting back on track and im proud of myself.

Regrets with work: no job.

Regrets with clothes: none.

Regrets with your body image: none. to tell you the truth, ive never been the girl to stand in front of the mirror to critisize every miniscule detail of my body. so yeah, sometimes i wish i had a bigger butt or bigger boobs but who doesnt? im happy with what God gave me. and i may not have an ass (hahaha) but its ok. i dont need a coke bottle figure to be satified with who i am.

Regrets with family: none.

Regrets with money: i wish i hadn't wasted to much of it. especially now, with the fucked up economy. i wish i hadn't taken my parents money for granted. the shopping sprees i went on back in the day were fun, but were they really worth it now?

Regrets with growing up: none.

Regrets you currently have now: none!

A litttle bittt

Damn, being a girl sucks. Cramps have been ownin me for the whole day. I woke up late today. I had to go to church at 11 and I usually start getting ready at 10 but I woke up at 10:30! I wasn't gonna go but I didnt wanna hear my mom bitch & complain so I just went. & I wasn't lookin so hot. But its okay I didnt really see anyone importante. I've just been chillin for the whole day. School tomorrow..ugh. But good thing we have no school Friday! Four day weekend suckas :)

Quad game on Thursday. I hope South City can redeem themselves.. eh. Valentines day on Saturday. I am valentineless. But its KOO cuz whats the point anyways? If I had one, it's not like we're gonna go on a date. All i'd prolly do is IM or text him just saying "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY". Haha am I right? Okay anyways...I think I should start drinkin more water. My skin is getting hella retarded lately.

I'm so tired. & all I've done is sat down and folded clothes the whole day.

Ierrrnoo

Went jogging with Farrah. Actually, we only jogged for like 5 minutes then walked the rest of the way. Walked around the block, passed by Rhalizas house..was gonna say hi but didnt. :(( haha then we passed by Drea's house but she was still sleeping. Hahahaha. Then! When we were walking to my house...we saw a car hit another car! It was crazy! Hella the highlight of my day. I tried taking pictures with my phone..hahaha..but none of them are clear so screw it. 

I asked my mom for subway but shes not coming home soon. ;( And I'm hella hungry so I've been eating oreo cakesters and jello. It's not satisfying my hunger. OOO, I want some peanut butter.

.......... I'll write more later. bbyee!

Koooooo

I am tiiireeeddddd. Thank goodness there was no badminton prac. today. But tell me why I feel like goin out for a jog? ehh 

Today was good. Had a hard time going up the stairs and bending down due to my sore thighs. Hah but its all gooood dude. I was late to first period (which I hate..cause I'm never late!) and guess why.. Cuz the drivethru at mcdonalds was taking forever!!!!! Urgh. I felt like a square cuz I was all runnin to 1st period, and then I see these kids walkin to class and they're hella chill and shit. Today was my last day of swimming (hopefully) and yeah, that's good. I spilled mountain dew all over the floor in 4th period..actually NO, the dumbass in front of me spilled it and hella acted dumb about it too. =[ Waste of soda, foreal. 

I took motrin and that shit is not helping my soreness.

awwwwwlrighty then.

So, i'm supposed to be off my computer right now but I'm being a rebel and not getting off. Hahahahahahaha. Well actually, I just really need to charge my ipod. So yeah.

Today was a good day. Pretty normal, nothin special. I totally underestimated how tiring badminton and the training is FAAAreal. I do not recall a time in my life when I was this sore. But this soreness, feels good..because I feel hella fit and athletic and what not. Watched Farrah wrestle after "physical conditioning" & she was a beasssst. I don't think I'd be able to ever wrestle, I think I'd just start to cry if someone pinned me down. Though the outcome was pure BULLSHIT. ANYWAYS, after that... I ate out with my family. Sushi galore.

I've learned that I need to be more patient in life. I need to work on zaaat.